Freakin'Kajsa

What a day !

Oh f*ck I haven't done shit today, and I don't like the feeling. Linda wasn't feeling well so I couldn't go to her place. So what did I do?

I ordered take-out and watched movies with hunky men in them, like 300, The killers, Mr. & Mrs. Smith . . . . and now I can't stop thinking about SEX!! I guess this isn't the best time for me to be updating.

I'll just tell you my plans for tomorrow and then be done with it. I have to classes and then a driving lesson, when I get home from all of that I'll have two hours to get ready for work so I can't promise I'll update then, after work I'm going out since it Nina's birthday after midnight !

Now I'll be going to bed !

OH YEAH I forgot to tell y'all, I'm a mama, a proud mama ;)

Photos by: Matilda Sjöberg

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new in !

I bought a new lipstick today that I saw in a cosmetics-add a few weeks ago and finally found! I've been on the hunt for it ever since !! It's called ZINFANDEL like the wine and I love it, haha as usual  ;) I also ordered a baddazzledcase for my phone , and tomorrow I'm going to order UGG'S :D I've got a lot of deliveries coming soon !!

It's a bit more purple in real life :)

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The evenin prayer is said,

but you can't shut your mouth,

the constant questions the constant ,

I have to know!

This all is going to drive my crazy some day,

for now I'm taking it day by day.

Doing what I can and want,

saying what I can and want.

I'm just blabbering on about bullshit,

my back is itching and toe throbbing,

I'm naked but not sure I want to be,

feels like the screen is scanning me,

I feel vulnerable when I'm naked and

all alone...... NOOOOOT, it's freedom

or maybe I do, I'm gonna shut up now.

Good night !

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Update!

Hey-ho lets go !

What have I been up to? Studying, been to the gym, practiced driving and fixing with my room :)

More fun stuff that has happens lately that you don't know:

¤ We ordered our graduation hats in school on friday ! yaaaay :D

This is pretty much what mine will look like :)

¤ I worked 13 hours on saturday, started at 5 P.M. and closed in the nightclub

Old picture from work, sweden was playing a soccer game that night !

¤ Yesterday I booked a trip to Edinburgh , I'm going the 26th of October :)

Last year in Edinburgh, not a great picture I know !

¤Tomorrow I have no school, so I'm going to Lindas place and we're going to make tacos and watch movies :)

¤ On Saturday I'm going to Västerås to watch the Swedish Championships in bodybuilding !

¤ I'v gotten a new SIM-card for my phone so now I can surf and text shitloads :D

Now I don't know what to write anymore so I guess that is it !

We'll see if I update before I fall asleep :)

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So much . . .

I've gotten so much done this weekend I'm actually kind of amazed with myself ! I'll tell you about it sometime when I don't have to sleep

a new "real" picture for once ;)

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Update . . .

I'm heading towards town first I need to go buy contacts, since I lost my last pair doing "something" last night, haha ;) later I'm going to work!

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Headin to work . . .

. . .  I'll update better when I come I hope, if I come home ;)

wooow I look obese !

Laterrr !

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Good night peeps !

I'm feelin' a bit crazy though . . .

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Me today

Don't take me seriously ....

I've been covering up holes on my wall with spackle before I panit it, and when that's dried it has to be sand papered and since I couldn't find any sand paper in the house and I couldn't be bothered to go on a scavenger hunt in garage the innovative me used on of my old nail files, I think it worked really well dad just laughed at me....

Other tips if you don't have a tool box:

¤ Nailfile = fine sandpaper

¤ No hammer and need to put a nail in the wall to hang something ? Use the heel of one of your pumps

¤ Need to get a slot screw out? Use the end of you tweecers

¤ PMS too much and threw something on the wall that left a mark and no more paint? - big stain? put a poster up. small mark? nailpolish in the matching color is the way to go!

¤ Want to change a lamp and you have no ladder? use a chair or ask your sexy next door neigbour ;)

Wooow I could write a handy book for women !!

I need to get ready for bed now, toodles.

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A photobooth goodnight

Here's me saying goddnight with a bunch of terrible photobooth pictures that I'll be regretting tomorrow !

Poser? yes very much so, so live with it !

Good night little lovers

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My two lady crushes !

Angelina Jolie

&

Rebecca Simonsson

There's just something about these two women I've fallen in love with. Their way to present themselves, their sense of fashion, veiws upon life and the rest of that shit....

... anyways you go girls all the power and love to you !

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you never seize to amaze me....

The rights in bed . . .

Yeah I know spank me , I suck at updating. But if you would seriously see my daily schedules you'd run into a wall just whilst trying to process it all. The hours a day I'm in school, studying, working having fun and doing important shit is insane. And lets not even discuss the hours a day that I sleep. Like take right now for instance it's appraoching 1 A.M.  and I'm in bed writing an essay about humanitarian issues and rights that is supposed to be handed in on wednesday but tomrrow I won't have enough time to work on it. I might get a good 4 hours of sleep since I just had a shower and going to bed with wet hair means waking up with frizzball so I'll have to take care of that when I get up as well as trying to put my panties on the right way around.

Tomorrow I'll be getting up, going to school after that the gym then off for a driving lesson, meeting mom to go buy paint and new furniture for my room, try to get the old shit out of my room at the same time as doing an economy assignment, a spanish hand-in  and this essay I'm writing right now.... Btw I'm finnished at school around 5P.M. so we're not talking about an early start either.

Now these humanitarian issues are just freaking me out, the way people can act somtimes, unfuckingbelievable.  A little encouragement to on the blog wouldn't make me blog less either ;)

Here's the big question what kind of picture do you upload to a post like this?

With some black and white "thinking" photos of me and myself ofcourse

You all should sleep now, I'm craving cheese though. . . .

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Living dead

I've been walking around like the living dead today, but with fashion-sense ofcourse ! Tomorrow I have two classes and then I'm hitting the gym, when dad comes home we might go out driving hopefully.

I feel pretty blank, but here's three never before seen pictures from GC last year that Linda published the other day. I love them ! We're not aware thet we're being photographed in any of them. That's what make them so special and beautiful :)

Now good night !

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Sleepless

Show and tell

I hope you all can see what I did today ! I'm guessing only girls will (all the guys will be like "she's naked!")

(I got my nailsdone for all you fucktards that don't get it.....)

Now good night I have to sleep since I have an early start tomorrow !

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While the weather is shit . . .

. . . I'm laing under my sky-light listening to the rain and thinking.....

The pictures are put in this particular order on purpose, let's see if you get my story !

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the outfit of today

this is what I'm wearing today, right now I'm in geography class and I have absolutely nothing to do........ I'm going to to buy a diet coke now I think since I just finnished my coffee, hahaha! who said anything about caffiene whore? hahaha

Shame on me, shame on you

Sorry! but I've had a lot to deal with this past week...

Monday: was just rainy and shitty.....

Tuesday: I was in school until 5 o'clock and then went straight to my salsa class, got home at 8.30 P.M. exhausted and hungry !

Wednesday: as some of you might have understood I was at a funeral, it was beautiful. There's just something about funerals they really help you say good bye. Now that the funeral is over I'm no longer as sad when I think of my family member that has passed I'm more thankfull of we've shared together, it feels like a burden has been lifted off my chest. It's really hard to explain, but I'm no longer as sad.....

R.I.P.

Thursday: Back to school again, lunch with Linda and later hit the gym. I also did some planning for my room, I'm going to get it refurbished ! I'm so excited I know exactly what I want. More about that when things have actually started happening :)

One of Linda's and my favorite lunches!

Friday: School a sushi lunch, went home for a powernap before work. After work we also went to Storan, it's this really cool club, first time I was there and I will definately be going back!

Saturday: Worked my ass off.

One of the most annoying things of having washed my work clothes

Sunday (today): I've  just taken it easy and studied a bit. Now it's big time to sleep!

Good Night :)

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Blackness . . .

Tomorrow it is time for me to dress in black and say my finall farewells.

You where a great man,

and you will forever remain that way in my memory.

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To tell you the truth . . .

. . . I find it amazing how people like you can change just within minutes.

. . . no one can irritate me and make me as angry as you can.

. . . I'm in bed with a towel wrapped around my head feeling like the unsexiest thing in the world.

. . . at least my boobs look great.

. . . the rain sounds like nails on my skylight, like it's going to kill me slowly while I'm asleep.

. . . I'm craving some male attention, atleast for a bit, probably not all night though. That can turn out to be a little too much sometimes.

. . . I wish I could play the piano, right now. In the nude.

. . . I'm pissed off, but still calm.

. . . Idol is back on and I'm obssessed !

. . . I should really sleep now, when are you coming over?

(I hope y'all read these sentences starting with "truth be told")

Whatev's , peace out !

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The feeling within me right now . . .

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Faceless

I wore two of my favorite men today, they're the kind of men that never let you down . . .

Don't really have much more to say than good night !

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Sweet Dream are made of . . .

. . . TRUST

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Finally !

I have no sent in both my Economy and English assignment that are do today/tomorrow. I'm feeling a bit better now and I'm planning to go school and the gym tomorrow! I really need to go to the gym feels like my spine is living and its own life and is shaped like a snale. It's real hard to explain but I have had problems with it before and it's really important that I keep the mucsles in my back strong so that my sciatica nerve dosen't get squished by my disks and later on damaged. The whole spine kind of sinks together, its genetic.... thanks Dad! I've been having tingles in my leg lately and that's because the nerve it touching the disks. Enough about that. . . .

I'm in bed about to try to sleep see how well that goes seeing as I've already slept 5 hours during the day today..... anyways hope you all have had a better day than me :)

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