Freakin'Kajsa -

I'm moving !

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2012-10-11 @ 15:03:45 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (51) Trackbacks ()

Le bitch is back !

I'm back from Paris and exhausted !! I've had an amazing time though, I can't believe we did so much in that little time :) I'm supposed to be heading off to bed seeing as my schedule is as full as always. I have class and a driving lesson tomorrow, I hope everything goes well. Here are some pictures, if you want see more there are hundreds on facebook !

At Versaille, it was like 22 degrees !

Some big ass tower right in the middle of Paris

a lot of steel . . .

Inside le Louvre

Incroyable

Sacre Ceoure

Our very own french balcony

Loveing the wine !

I'm out ! any questions? Don't hesitate to leave a comment and ask :)

♥

2012-03-20 @ 23:29:26 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

I see London I see Paris . . .

The city of the month is as you probably already know Paris !! I'm leaving the day after tomorrow along with 19 other students from my school, me and Linda are the ones that have planned it all, that is mainly why I have been so distant from the blog. Every hour I've been in front of my laptop the last 1.5 months its been to look for flights, hotels, things to see and do in the city of love. It takes a lot of time and patience to plan a trip for 22 people! But now all that is left is for me is to pack my suitcase and go . . . Exciting times !!

Enough about that, don't want to make you all too jealous ;) so other than that? eeeh not too much is going on seeing as that is what has taken up the majority of my time. I'm still working all weeknds and I have salsa lady styling on thursdays. Other than that I'm just planning my next trip, haha. I'll try to do something more exciting soon so I have something proper to blog about ;)

Lotta did another amazing set of nails on me last week. I'm totally loving the poca-dots!!

Me and Linda almost exactly a year ago in Sicily !

Alright, peace I'm out !!

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2012-03-12 @ 17:17:09 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

STOP KONY 2012 !

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2012-03-07 @ 17:21:15 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Just wish it was from sex . . .

I'm a mess and my rooms a mess

I'm exhausted,

Good night !!

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2012-02-29 @ 00:34:44 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Paris and Couture

Busy, busy, busy ! Is all I have to say about everything right now, I was in town for 13hours today! School from 8-12 and then project planning for 5 hours, after that mom and I met up to look at promdress fabrics and patterns, I'm going to make my very own Guy Laroche couture gown in hot corall silk chiffong! I'm so excited I cannot wait for the fabrics to be delivered :) later on we also had dinner at a really nice Nepalnese (?) restaurant.

The first dress is the one I'm going to be making, I've bought the pattern drawing for it

but I'm going to make the key hole more discrete and the skirt won't be asymmetrical :)

So it's going to be a Guy Laroche design with Kajsa Hellman touches ;) and as I said it's

going to be in a hot corall color :)

Here's me before prom last year, I didn't have time to make a dress then so bought

a dress from Acne that I absolutely LOVE !

The Paris trip Linda and I are planning is also well on the way ! God damn, it is taking a lot of time but I really do think it will be worth it in the end. Last time we counted we were 19 people in total that are going, and Linda and I are the ones in charge :D The bookings are going to be done on wednesday. Tell you how it goes then!

In March I'll be going to Paris to do all the touristy things like see the Eiffel tower, Le Louvre,

Champ de Elysse, Moulin Rouge and all that and . . . .

. . . . in April I'll be going back to do some serious birthday shopping !

Time to sleep I have some serious planning and maths to do tomorrow, I am also driving :)

Nighty night !

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2012-02-27 @ 23:58:36 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Just hang in there . . .

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2012-02-27 @ 00:15:34 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Let it be a mmmmmmmmens problem

I'm layin in bed topless trying to feel good about myself and not alone, but it is just on of those days of th month when it is really hard. I think I have a devil growing inside of me, a devil that is bleeding and stomping its hooves and goring its horns at my inner organs. My whole abdominal area is in killing pain, and just wants to lay in fetus position and cry. My head though is so stubborn and is telling my body that no good will come of crying, not crying for no reason. Never shed tears about the same thing twice my head is telling me, and that is what I shall do. This kind if pain is just weakness leaving the body. Whilst there is no one here to take care of me, yes you may call me bitter, cause I am. Why do I not have a man taking care of me is a question I ask myself on a daily basis. Now I'm going to take a serious painkiller cocktail, and probaly watch a movie that will only make me cry more and feel even worse about my self, but that is just how I rolll.

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2012-02-21 @ 00:42:27 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

London picturized

Oxford Circus

Out for an indian dinner, me drinking a mango bellini that was soooo good !

Nam nam bread !

I have tonnes of more pictures so you just let me know if you want to see more :)

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2012-02-20 @ 21:21:49 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

London is calling me

I am back from London, and cannot wait to go back ! Have to go to work, I'll give you a proper update later on.

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2012-02-17 @ 16:23:56 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Night in the shadows

I'm having one of those lonely nights,

one of those nights when you just sit and think about everything,

just thinking, not over analyzing as a lot of people tend to do.

Just thinking.

Thinking about everything from,

these are some of the questions in my head right now:

who will I marry? what should I wear tomorrow? how many kids will I give natural birth to? do I need a pair of nude colored heels? should I shop a little here at home or a lot in London? who will be the next guy I fuck? should I buy 50 pairs of socks in the same color so they all match when I've done the laundry? should I go on some kind of a diet? what should I do with my nails?

am I sleepy tired or just tired from the gym? do I want bigger boobs? should I wear glasses more often?

Now you see the kind of things that are going through my mind? People, these are not questions for you to answer. It's just what's going through my mind, and how I am as a person.

Yes I do feel lonely for the moment, but it's the kind of lonely that makes me stronger and feel better about myself in the long. The kind of lonely that helps me grow as person, I make good and bad decisions. In the end though, they are all good since I always learn something even though it

might not have been the best idea to start with.

I see myself in some way in all these picture, and yes they are all black and withe, suits me perfectly right now. Boring? I think not.

Bonne nuit mes anges,

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2012-01-31 @ 00:04:40 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

xX Sleep tight Xx

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2012-01-26 @ 00:36:52 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Time to get going !

Heey wassap people ?!

Just thought I needed to do a little update :) So what's happend since i updated last time? Well I worked all weekend long as usual . . . and then on sunday it was staffparty time. Some crazy shit went down that night, that is all I have to say! Since then its pretty much just been school and the gym. Here are some pictures I've taken the last couple of days :

It snowed on saturday and it's been freezing ever since, so the snow is still on the ground!

We hung out in the changing room for a while after work on saturday an then I had one beer

and later went home.

this is what I looked liked going to the staffparty

It was a beautiful venue, right by the river :)

Starbucks also opened right by my buss stop in town, they had some trouble spelling

my name though . . .

I guess that's pretty much it for now, I have to study for my psycology test I have on friday. Can't think of anything more boring to do . . . .

Laters ,

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2012-01-25 @ 17:09:31 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

January 19th

One early morning, a huge coffee, two classes, a baguette lunch, a make-up session, a photo shoot themed "Little Black Dress", a picking up of glasses, a gym work-out, a take-out dinner, a marriage porposal, a movie and a hour of studying I am finally in bed! It has been a long and hectic day as you can see, but it has all just mostly been fun :) The photoshoot went well I think, I'm just waiting to see the finished photos ! Alright should sleep, I want to try to hit the gym tomorrow again after school and then also I need to fix some stuff with my travel agent before work !

Here are some pictures of moi today, nothing special just todays outfit pretty much!

One of my very favorite "casual chic" outfits! Simple longsleeved sailors striped jumper, torn Levi's jeans,

fo-furr coat, hat to hide tiredness or the no-make-up face matched with a pair of high heeled laced booties !

One tired face after three hours of shooting and a hour work out

two hours later . . .

. . . and now ! Highlt recomend this book people, read it and you'll laugh and cry.

Good night and thank you for reading querido,

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2012-01-20 @ 00:08:49 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Saving the Dates

Just thought I'd let you know that I'm great! Better than you think probably, things are really working out for me :)

Here's a brief version of my agenda for this spring:

February 13th, I'm going to London to check things with Uni and see so that everything are in order, the College is located on Oxford Street so I'm guessing that I'll be doing A LOT of shopping as well! I'm also going to meet someone there which I'm quite excited about :) (the dating nerves have already kicked in)

April 6th, birthday time !! I'm turning 19, the most boring digit ever.

April 11th, (5 days after my mom's and my birtday) we're going to Paris, an early present from Dad :) I'll be doing some shopping there as well, of course. Might be going there a second time with the Art & Design course in school.

May 11th, I'm going to Turkey with a bunch of people in my class :D it's as a graduation trip, pre-partying and get a tan before the real graduation !!

May 31st, GRADUATION !!!!!!!!!!!

As you all can see I have a lot to look forward to and I couldn't be more excited !! Gotta sleep, I have to get up at 6 A.M. and after school I have to go the eye-doctor and later the gym, Beach 2012 here I come ! :)

Nighty night !

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2012-01-15 @ 23:40:02 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

2012 the year everything will happen !

I'm so excited and I just can't hie it,

I'm about to lose controll and I think I like it !

So much stuff is going down this year it's just unbelievale!! I'm going to Paris (twice?!), London, Turkey and hopefully the states!! You know how I love to travel ;) and on top of all that I'm graduating, moving abroad (well ok moving January 2013, but still) and I'm going to meet the man of my dreams of course. Should really go to sleep I've gotten a habit of oversleeping . . . I'll do my best to update more frrequently !

Peace & Love !

P.S.

This is how exciting times are right now . . . slipped and fell at work, great times !