Freakin'Kajsa -

Just wish it was from sex . . .

I'm a mess and my rooms a mess

I'm exhausted,

Good night !!

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2012-02-29 @ 00:34:44 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Paris and Couture

Busy, busy, busy ! Is all I have to say about everything right now, I was in town for 13hours today! School from 8-12 and then project planning for 5 hours, after that mom and I met up to look at promdress fabrics and patterns, I'm going to make my very own Guy Laroche couture gown in hot corall silk chiffong! I'm so excited I cannot wait for the fabrics to be delivered :) later on we also had dinner at a really nice Nepalnese (?) restaurant.

The first dress is the one I'm going to be making, I've bought the pattern drawing for it

but I'm going to make the key hole more discrete and the skirt won't be asymmetrical :)

So it's going to be a Guy Laroche design with Kajsa Hellman touches ;) and as I said it's

going to be in a hot corall color :)

Here's me before prom last year, I didn't have time to make a dress then so bought

a dress from Acne that I absolutely LOVE !

The Paris trip Linda and I are planning is also well on the way ! God damn, it is taking a lot of time but I really do think it will be worth it in the end. Last time we counted we were 19 people in total that are going, and Linda and I are the ones in charge :D The bookings are going to be done on wednesday. Tell you how it goes then!

In March I'll be going to Paris to do all the touristy things like see the Eiffel tower, Le Louvre,

Champ de Elysse, Moulin Rouge and all that and . . . .

. . . . in April I'll be going back to do some serious birthday shopping !

Time to sleep I have some serious planning and maths to do tomorrow, I am also driving :)

Nighty night !

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2012-02-27 @ 23:58:36 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Just hang in there . . .

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2012-02-27 @ 00:15:34 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Let it be a mmmmmmmmens problem

I'm layin in bed topless trying to feel good about myself and not alone, but it is just on of those days of th month when it is really hard. I think I have a devil growing inside of me, a devil that is bleeding and stomping its hooves and goring its horns at my inner organs. My whole abdominal area is in killing pain, and just wants to lay in fetus position and cry. My head though is so stubborn and is telling my body that no good will come of crying, not crying for no reason. Never shed tears about the same thing twice my head is telling me, and that is what I shall do. This kind if pain is just weakness leaving the body. Whilst there is no one here to take care of me, yes you may call me bitter, cause I am. Why do I not have a man taking care of me is a question I ask myself on a daily basis. Now I'm going to take a serious painkiller cocktail, and probaly watch a movie that will only make me cry more and feel even worse about my self, but that is just how I rolll.